Basketball is creating this 18 year old with a body of a 70 year old world war 3 honor solider out of me. i swear. if one more item on my body deconstructs. ima be done for good.
my coach thinks she slick. she aint SLICK!! she mentioned last week that once we attend day one of school at the college, we can not. i repeat. CAN NOT transfer and play at another school this up coming season. and well, lately she has been becoming a
B I T C H (str8 up) but only slightly. School doesnt start for another 2 weeks and i strongly feel as soon as we attend our FIRST class. as soon as the teacher marks us "attended" that next practice is gonna be hell.!
omg.
grrrrrh.
The trainers spend all there time with the football players now, since its football season and all, and i havent been able to get my foot and ankle wrapped so its getting all Fucked up again. i was in sooo much pain after practice yesterday, and i KNOW i shouldnt have been in the club last nite. but it was two dollar tuesday! and i was just in the mood to dance. we went to this classy heterosexual club last night. it was interesting. first time there. at the end of the night some high rollers strolled thru and made themselves the center of attention by just freestyling one by one. creating a gap in between the crowd and themselves to hold the spotlight. im like "who is these niggas?" str8 up.
they're dancing and what not and he calls some dude out to battle him and the dude was str8 bitch made. he was like "nah nah nah. im coool" lol. so im like fuck it. if no one else is gonna dance. ima dance! i dont enjoy someone else haven the spotlight if im in the room. (just to be honest) so i vogue into the circle.so a little freestyle.turf a little bit.gig and what not.take it back to the east coast for a second. Chicago style.yes? lol. and the main guy comes up to me after and was like i hella like you swag blah blah blah yadi yadi. gave me a number and got my info and says, yeah im chris brown's dancer/choreographer give me a call. i wanna work with you.
im like. yeah, alright. ima do that. lol. you know i gotta keep it cool.
but eh. i havent danced seriously since i had to choose basketball over the other. besides just being in the club being lame. lol. so this will be interesting.
lately i've been reconsidering my whole shit. as far as life goes and what not.
i dont even know if i wanna play basketball anymore. i just wanna focus on my year without being obligated to only work on the weekends because of hoop. i'd much rather be in the studio recording or in a dance studio learning some sweet moves. but eh. instead im sweating in someones slave gym. only benefit is im going to school for free.but shit. im paying the school back by getting there name out there on a championship level.grrrrrrh.
its frustrating. but on a better note.
im visiting home this weekend. so im uber excited about that.
im still looking for a car.
im about to just cash out big bucks for a new car.but i dont need a car note right now. im 18! geeeesh.
LIFE! cut me a break already.
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