Year of the Lo---homosexual?

dont lie.

o7 was the year of the Gays. it seems as if every girl i once knew was bicurous or some ridiculous shit like that. girls that were in middle school were posting bisexual on there myspaces and these studs. oh em geeee. were growing out of control. The rainbow kids were horrid. it was like rainbow was the new gucci; i swear girls had the rainbow earrings.the rainbow belt,the shoelaces the undieeees. hats, shirts, head bands,scruchies, man the list could go on. and the sad thing about it is, they'd wear all the items listed above all at the same time. noooo good. thats a definitely a fashion FUCK NO!

i feel as tho, when you are TRUELY homosexual and its not because of the phase; you dont have to go around flauting with rainbow attire and when someone approches you "hey whats your name?" MY NAME IS SO & SO AND IM GAY! no. thats not what it is. i feel like an real homosexual does not have to convince the world. Power lesbians i guess you can call them. Or just secure people. hm. maybe. no need to convience someone that your something that you ARE.

am i right? or wrong. tell me im wrong. i'll just prove YOU wrong again.

but im just saying. When your comfortable in your skin theres no need to convience or overly flaunt the image that you are TRYING to pretray. its getting pretty ridiculous if you ask me.

its a lifestyle not something to just try cause its the new trend. ew.

thats soooo wack.

be yourselves kids. you'll live life alot easier.

....but im just saying.

brittney spears up in this hoe.

sometimes you have to say.

FUCK IT.

[excuse my french.]

But i dont care if brittney spears was sniffing coke on stage. i would still love her. she did get wack out on us there for a second.

it started out with the kiss on stage with madonna. oh em geee. is she gay?

WHO CARES.

then she stole star man. lol. personally i thought that was kida...hmmm.funny/sad. ha. i mean, geesh. if your man is able to be snatched, he aint worth having.right?

but then she started doing drugs and shaved her hair and i was like aawww. brittneeey.come on now.

but i wont even front, i was still on demand watching her videos. i downloaded her CD and it was awesomeeee.so i went to target and bought it.

you know. i think sometimes the media puts a persons bad traits in the media so much more then the good.

you never seen pics of her feeding her children. but you'll see a pic of her driving and the baby crying in the back.

you never saw britt when she was dressed nicely doing something.

you only saw her drunk after the club.

grrrrh. you go in the club nice and come out drunk sometimes. geeeesh.get over it.

they made such a big ordeal of her going in the bathroom with no shoes (even tho that is pretty gross) but poeple we're definitely ODing on her status.

on her nutssss.

when she won those awards on the VMA's i was hype as hell.

like [solider boy voice] ymmmmm. brittney spear up in this hoe.

i dont own prioritys.

Basketball is creating this 18 year old with a body of a 70 year old world war 3 honor solider out of me. i swear. if one more item on my body deconstructs. ima be done for good.

my coach thinks she slick. she aint SLICK!! she mentioned last week that once we attend day one of school at the college, we can not. i repeat. CAN NOT transfer and play at another school this up coming season. and well, lately she has been becoming a
B I T C H (str8 up) but only slightly. School doesnt start for another 2 weeks and i strongly feel as soon as we attend our FIRST class. as soon as the teacher marks us "attended" that next practice is gonna be hell.!
omg.

grrrrrh.

The trainers spend all there time with the football players now, since its football season and all, and i havent been able to get my foot and ankle wrapped so its getting all Fucked up again. i was in sooo much pain after practice yesterday, and i KNOW i shouldnt have been in the club last nite. but it was two dollar tuesday! and i was just in the mood to dance. we went to this classy heterosexual club last night. it was interesting. first time there. at the end of the night some high rollers strolled thru and made themselves the center of attention by just freestyling one by one. creating a gap in between the crowd and themselves to hold the spotlight. im like "who is these niggas?" str8 up.
they're dancing and what not and he calls some dude out to battle him and the dude was str8 bitch made. he was like "nah nah nah. im coool" lol. so im like fuck it. if no one else is gonna dance. ima dance! i dont enjoy someone else haven the spotlight if im in the room. (just to be honest) so i vogue into the circle.so a little freestyle.turf a little bit.gig and what not.take it back to the east coast for a second. Chicago style.yes? lol. and the main guy comes up to me after and was like i hella like you swag blah blah blah yadi yadi. gave me a number and got my info and says, yeah im chris brown's dancer/choreographer give me a call. i wanna work with you.
im like. yeah, alright. ima do that. lol. you know i gotta keep it cool.

but eh. i havent danced seriously since i had to choose basketball over the other. besides just being in the club being lame. lol. so this will be interesting.

lately i've been reconsidering my whole shit. as far as life goes and what not.
i dont even know if i wanna play basketball anymore. i just wanna focus on my year without being obligated to only work on the weekends because of hoop. i'd much rather be in the studio recording or in a dance studio learning some sweet moves. but eh. instead im sweating in someones slave gym. only benefit is im going to school for free.but shit. im paying the school back by getting there name out there on a championship level.grrrrrrh.

its frustrating. but on a better note.
im visiting home this weekend. so im uber excited about that.
im still looking for a car.
im about to just cash out big bucks for a new car.but i dont need a car note right now. im 18! geeeesh.
LIFE! cut me a break already.

welcome my damnself.

Blogspot. Yoshi Here. :)

Currently a Livejournal Blogger, but im always interested to see the world from a different prespective.





Let's see.Well my R E A L name is Tori but most people who are familiar with me know me as Yoshi. I answer to both. no worries.


I'll just start with some random things about myself.
not random like i loveeee sushi.
or how i watch young and the restless at 11 am everyday or tivo it.
or im not gonna talk about how im trying to gain 30 pounds by novemeber.
cause thats just silly.

but I had to choose inbetween Dancing and Basketball, both of which hold a great deal of my life. But im here in college playing basketball, so im sure you figured out which i choose.
I lost my scholorship to a D1 school this past april. I fell off my skateboard roming the streets of Berkeley California and broke my entire foot. aaahhhhhh. So im here totally recovered [thank god] at Foothill Junior College in Los Alto's cali. However, im satified where i am right now. i havent rode my skateboard since i broke my foot. for two reasons. 1 after my fall i picked it up and smashed it against a wire pole and secondly because well, that just wouldnt be very smart of me.



i havent been to the music studio in a while. I have so much material to lay down, but being that i've moved away from where i usually record, i have no legit studio time. grrrrrh. i started this rap thing; simply because i could write. but now im starting to enjoy it alot. i have a new song that im anixous to record. my basketball assistant coach son does beats and has a a CD out in smoke shops and skateboard shops and said he'll help me out with of all that. so thats a blessing.for sure. im not really sure where this music thing will take me, but its fun for now.
check me ooout.
www.myspace.com/torinicksmuzik

i bought this New verizon phone. LG Dare. its a mirror verizon verison of the iphone.
ugh. i hate this shit. it drops my calls. it freezes. but. the internet is pretty high speed.the camera is definitely a step up from my sidekick. it just gets annoying that they havent completely worked out all the kinks. the touch screen can get annoying at times, but over all its an awesome phone. my dad has the iphone and i've played around with his and i personally think the LG Dare is alot better. but im just saying. lol.


i have basketball practice at 4:45 and its 10 mins to 3. so i think ima go take a nap or something.
my coach knows its to damn hot to be at someones practice.
but its what i signed up for. so no time to complain. ugh.


i'll be around. =]


_Yoshi